Nothing but Everything :/

Starting with sorry is also not enough,

I’m so stupid, duffer and Idiot puff,

I always tried to be true and best friend to you,

Don’t know where things went wrong,

I would have told everything to you,

Walking through this time is not easy to be so true,

You are my bestest-friend,

At-least you would have asked this before,

Well, I don’t have any complain to you,

It’s my bad time and I’m walking through,

I don’t have words to explain things just like that to you,

People are getting sick of me, may be you too,

There is nothing to wonder I’m getting sick of myself too,

I know friendship is important part life,

So I should not take any cut off for just my probs,

Just keep smiling and be happy,

I can’t forget the time and laugh we had together,

Please don’t get hurt by my words,

Ignore that moment thinking that was not for you,

You know I treasure my friendship,

Sorry for what I did,

Things are going wrong around me,

But I’m not that weak,

I won’t let end my friendship just like that,

Just be happy because I’m still here with you..!!

I LovE yOu RaiN ;)

A short note to my beauty rain,

Please do come again,

Till I change my dresses,

So that I can shout and say,

Thanks for pouring me again,

Hope will meet soon again,

I wish we can run together like fan,

Come chase me and pour me again!

Come will take you in very close to my heart,

I like the way you kissed to my lips, my eyes,

I can feel the love in your kisses,

As they were from up above Devine,

My heart could not release love and tears,

You brought from the heaven and gave me peace,

Last night when you were in my arms,

I can release the pain along your drops,

You are like my love, my wife, my best friend,

Every time I cry you came and wash those wines,

With you I can walk whole my life,

You are supernatural power to my life,

Rain - o – Rain, please do come again,

Not just cause you take away my pain,

I want to play and dance with you again..!!

I, mE & MyseLf :P

How do I understand myself?

Am I cute or handsome?

Am I duffer and unproductive?

Am I intelligent like duff around me?

I have a duende for learning,

Still have feeling of illiterateness,

Ill-favoured is my look,

I’m uncloaking mystery of my character,

Don’t call me yellow-belly; I’m not so really,

There is a lot people used to call.,

Backbiting is their greater knowledge,

Never mind ‘em still it hurts,

I’m just a mirror or a book in your hand,

Everything is clear and right about me what you see,

But don’t broke or throw,

After knowing everything about me,

I do not know what and who I’m exactly,

Some says cute, good and handsome,

Some says I’m unchivalrous,

Sorry but I’m not unclad character,

Don’t get me wrong,

I know life is uncertain so it won’t stop.!!

Wo kitni "Strange" hai :P

Wo dekhne me kitni bholi-bhali lagti,

Kehti hai ki wo kuchh nahi samajhti,

Ander se wo 3g se bhi tezz hai,

Kabhi ajeeb si kabhi dil nashi lagti,

Kabhi kisi model ke jaise hai chalti,

Ladne ka use craze hai..,

Kehti hai ye ek phase hai.,

Ye kaha mai aa gaya, hell se bhi ye bad hai,

Dil kisne le liya, dhudte mere body parts hai,

Karu to kya karu, maru ya na maru,

Ye line’s bhi use samjhane ka bahana hai,

Wo na jaane kaise mera dil tatolti,

Aankhe banker mere dil ka raaz kholti,

Possessiveness ka case hai..,

Pyaar bhari do-char tareefe sabhi karte,

Diwangi me talli hokar phirte,

Naya mai kuchh kya karu,

Baate kaise karu,

Uske aate hi mai badal sa jata hoon,

Dost kehte hai mai sudhar sa jata hoon.,

Ye funda brain se bahar hai.,

Wo dekhne me kitni bholi-bhali lagti...,

Rab ka sukrana - rearranged

Tu hai ab jo raaho me, qarar hai

rab ka sukrana,

Khwabo ka hai nasha, ehsaash hai

rab ka sukrana,

tu hi ab meri raaz hai, riwaz hai

rab ka sukrana,

mera vardan hai tu, dil-o-jaan hai tu,

rab ka sukrana,

tu mile to hume bhala,

na karu kisi se phir gila,

tujhme milke, shamil hoke,

zee lu baaho me...,

fanah ho jaau mai,

tu hi hai saaso me, panaho me,

rab ka sukrana,

mann ki mere khwab ki, saaj hai

rab ka sukrana,

tu hi ab meri raaz hai, riwaz hai

rab ka sukrana,

mera vardan hai tu, dil-o-jaan hai tu,

rab ka sukrana..,

Lover's = Sleepwalker's ;)

Can we avoid unnecessary arising love thoughts or attraction towards someone?

       I guess it is impossible to know a thought before it comes in the mind.  You know them as they come, and if they are stupid, you will simply laugh at them and they will move away.  But I personally think that if your inner faculties are strong, you will let go of the stupid thoughts of love and all, and not act on it.  Thoughts arrive anyway.  But you choose to act or not act – through awareness.

       Attraction towards opposite sex is nothing but kind of mandatory thing.  People find themselves helpless when they see an opposite sex.  But here would like to throw an example that is – A sleepwalker has no control over where he is or what he is doing.  He simply walks. Today, mostly everyone is a sleepwalker; few act out of awareness.  So don’t push yourself in that category.  Be alert and aware of things.  You should know that we act on the strongest impulse.  If you are aware and acting, that is the right action.

      This attraction and arising love thoughts in your minds gives you endless joy.  Forgive me if I’m wrong but I’ve observed that most people think the joy they feel is in the object, is it so? That’s why they assume that an opposite sex is the object of their joy.  But I think joy is in their senses.  Joy is in the capacity to relate the object with the self.  And the peak of any sensory or sensual experience takes you inwards. If you look at a beautiful scenery or girl/boy you say “Wow!” and you close your eyes immediately.  That’s how you react at moments.  Having control over senses will not lead you to regret peak.  Each of the senses leads you to a point deep inside you that is the fountain of joy.

        The joy from touch, sex, sight, music, smell or taste comes from a source deep within.  And if you don’t move within to that point, joy is short-lived. And if you are just clinging to the external object, it no more gives you joy or pleasure.  People are not joyful, they are the opposite – they are miserable. 

       I must say this world is a beautiful package.  The world is not so bad.  It is gift-wrapped.  But if you are stuck with the wrapping paper, you will not even open it.  You won’t see the gift inside the package that has been given to you.  That is what most people do – hold on to the wrapper outside.  Last few lines as a request to you people is that have control over your senses and act only on those thoughts which you will find beneficial.  Don’t go mad over a love story.  Don’t roam around in seek of your story.  It just happens, so just wait for your turn till then do not let unnecessary thought get over you.

Unspoken words :/

Every time I met her feel like telling something special,

Don’t know why but words never falls their way,

What should I do to let her know everything,

Though always my eyes keep telling everything,

I wish she can understand me through my eyes,

Don’t know why deep in heart fear lives,

Don’t know why my heart is on mute,

Don’t know how to show the love sparking inside,

My heart is weak, my soul is deep with words I can speak,

But would you listen, understand or even believe :/

I never prefer to show this in action,

But now I have decided to take you through my thoughts,

Cause I think when words are spoken then walls could be broken.!!!

Don’t know what to do? Don’t know what else to say?

I’m blank page of her notepad,

If she can understand then I could be useful..!! :/

although you’ll never feel for me,

I always will love you.!! :)

Missing :'(

Something is missing in my inbox :/,

Some words, some sentences, some messages,

A number or just a name is missing?

Every morning after waking up from my dream zone,

Ultimately my hand goes to mobile,

And every morning I look for only one name..!!

Nowadays dint feel like touching the mobile,

But with each and every coming morning brings new hope,

And each and every evening trash ‘em like scrap in dustbin..!!

So many questions are rolling in my mind,

Why the name is missing in my inbox?

Why that name never thinks about my empty inbox?

Why that name is so much important to me?

Why these things are bothering me?

Whom should I ask these questions to be free?

How long I have to wait for the message I want?

                                                     

Kabhi to yaad aaye unko hamari bhi,

Message ya call nahi par miss call bhi nahi,

Bheed me gum gaye hai wo tanhai me yaad karenge zarur,

Itna yakeen to hame bhi hai, kuchh pal me hi rula jayenge hum,

Hai dum to rahe gum aur apni yaado ko bhi kare gum,

Cell to mar chuka hai, ab hum bhi so jayenge kuchh pal,

Ek break ke baad kuchh hua to thk hai nahi to ro jayenge hum..!! :'(

I'm in you :/

Whenever i think of you,

I feel sad for me and you,

I can decide to be with you,

But I can’t let my parents down cause of you,

I know it’s hurting to me as well to you,

‘Love’ is the thing we always search for,

And I must say, I found that in you,

Understand the feelings, I’m walking through,

Words never comes normally this way,

So just read my eyes and feel free,

Don’t question me back for this mystery,

Just keep your unaffordable smile on your lips,

Don’t feel alone after reading this,

I shall always be there for you,

Never far away, always in you,

The days may come when it feels I’m gone,

I may be gone but it’s not ever over..,

I’m happy and will be because I’ve a friend like you..!!

Ehsaash

Kisi ke door hone se, qu dil ye rota hai,

Kisi ke pass hone par, qu na ye dhayan deta hai,

Aksar beete kal yaad aate hain, jab wo door jaate hai,

Jab wo pass hote hain, ik nayi yaad banate hai.!!

Na chah kar bhi chahte hai unko is kadar,

Ki door jaate hi unke jaise toot jate ho pathar.!

Sahe to sahe kaise dard ko, dil bhatakta dar-badar,

Kehna bhi mushkil aur sunna bhi mushkil ye hai kaisa pehar.!!

Is guzarte pal me na koi kisi ko yaad karta hai,

Is baat ka ehsaash bhi kisi ke marne ke baad hota hai..!

Aree marne ki baat to door ki hai,

Yanha zindagi hai phr bhi nahi kisi ki yaado me hai.!!

Kisiko chand mante the, par unhe taare jyada achhe nazar aaye,

Par unhe ab hum kaise samjhaye, ki taare bhi unhi ke ujaale se hai,

Chhod diya jab chand kehna, to ab andhera hi reh-guzar me nazar aaye,

Par kya kare suraj ki aadat hi nahi, warna ik naye din ki tarah ik chand aur bana lete.!!

Pal gungunata raha, raat gaati rahi,

Pass sabhi muskurate rahe, sur guzarti raat se milate rahe,

Hum bhi muskurate rahe, par aankhe churate rahe,

Kaise batate ki jo door hai, wo hi hume satate rahe.!!

Har taare ki ek apni kahani hai,

chup reh kar bhi chamakte rehna pyar ki nishani hai,

Zakham na koi dikhta par ik ehsaash hai,

lagta hai na-chahne par bhi ik dil ka tukda unke pass hai..!!

Naraz hone se pehle uska sabab puchh to liya karo,

Bheed me rehte ho par ik baar yaad to kar liya karo,

Na rakho har pal ki khabar is sambhalte dil ki,

Dhadak raha hai ya nahi itna to puchh liya karo.!!!

Jab bhi teri doorie ka ehsaash satane laga,

Guzara hua lamha flashback ki tarah aankho me aane laga,

Jab sab kuchh bhulane ki kossis ki maine,

Na jaane qu tu yaad banker aur satane laga.!!  

Nazare ;(

Yun nazare mili aur kuchh vishwas unki aankho me dikh gaya,

Kya tha kyun tha samajhna zara muskil ho gaya,

kehna tha shayad kuchh us nainpari ko mujhse,

par anjan banne ka natak humne khud hi kar diya,

do pal aur do lafjo ki kahani thi,

jo usko shayad gungunani thi,

ek muskaan uski yaad hai jo mere milne par hi aati thi,

keh kar bhi sab kuchh kehna tha, par nazare jhukne si lagi thi,

darr rahi thi shayad wo nazare, phir bhi jhalak rahi unme khushiya thi,

yun to raah rok rahi thi unki nazare, par zindagi ne kaha kiska saath diya,

raahe chubh rahi thi kante banker phir bhi aage badhna hi pada,

unki aankho se aanshu girte hume dekhna hi pada,

ab to tanhai hi mehsush hoti hai, is sehar ke bheed me bhi,

yun nazare milata hi hai kyun khuda jab tanhai hi naseeb me thi,

arso ab guzarenge unki muskurahat ke bina,

salamat rakhna un viswash bhari aankho ko aye mere khuda,

kabool kar le ye ek chhoti si mannat,

aur kismat me hamare ek mulakat zaroor likhna.!!