Don't shoot me, It was a dream!

It was an evening,

Perfect moon was staring from sky,

Stars were helping her to reach the earth,

Sky was trying to grab her in his arms and hide her,

And the air passing by her brings some whispers,

Softly, a girl was singing to me;

Unclear view of her making me more curious to feel,

An unknown tune was tuned that evening,

She was approaching to me by hearing the tune,

Something remarkable was happening to me,

Slowly, air was bringing her to give me a company,

She looked at me and asked for a dance,

She pulled me from my place, 
Without waiting at my words,

I, then hold her hands and grab her in my arms,

Before I could start the dance,

I fell from my bed, then, realized that it was a dream.

Little thanks for the precious gift- Time!

I really don’t know from where to kickoff,

My thoughts and words are ending with suicide,

Wish I can make some new but not that brainiac too,

Some of them daring to pair-up to express my soul,

And with them I’m trying to take-off,

Thank you all for gifting me your important time,

Letting your mind to think for me,

Thank you all for doing what you all did I never thought of,

Instead of being busy or just forgetting about it,

(As I do every year)

I’m happy to be a single note of your to-do list,

With your other important work to do,

I am honored;

It really meant a lot to me,

Thank you for offering your kind words,

Your kindness lifted my spirits,

You all made my day really special,

Somehow I’m really blessed,

That I feel surrounded by family of friends,

Thank you again for everything you all have done.!!

Sun le zara.!!

Mai hoon tanha tu qu khamosh hai,

Sach hai karma ka hi dosh hai,

kone kone me gunja ek shor hai,

dil mera qu itna kamjor hai,

sun le zara, sun le zara hum ho rahe madhosh hai.!

Hai rubaru maana tu bhi abhi,

Phir bhi koi rahat na hai,

Mai hoon tera, tu bhi ban ja meri,

Ye khwahis ataki banke chahat si hai,

Phir kyun is dil se muh tu mode hai,

Mere kismat ke taare mujhse roothe hai,

Aa tu mujme bas ja dil bole,

Hum dono milke jee bhar ke jee le,

Sun le zara, sun le zara hum huye behosh hai.!

Mere hisse ka sawan barash jaane de,

Ab zindagi ko sambhal jaane de,

Chhod de ab yun sapno me behna,

Maan bhi mere dil ka kehnaaa..,

Sun le zara, sun le zara hum ho rahe madhosh hai..!!!

R.I.P. Deadly Demon - "RavaN"

Evil inside you makes you to hate me.

Everyone celebrates your defeat,

Everyone is happy ‘cause you are no more,

You were unbeatable but you chose to be,

A great monarch of Lanka and demons too,

I haven’t seen a devotee like you,

Just to reach your wants and will,

You did all notorious things which you shouldn't do,

But I can take some positive words from you,

Impossible won’t exist anymore if one can be like you,

I respect you for your virtues,

For being great scholar, astrologer, and brave ruler too,

A lot more than I can recall in my poor brain,

You were the most dreadful creature ever born,

Burning effigy of yours can bring happiness to all,

But they ain't gonna kill the evils deep inside them all,

Pollution is the only result I can see of doing this heck,

If possible, just kill the evil inside you and follow the truth.!!

-Written by little busy Demon.

Perfect rainy night!

Waiting for someone in the rainy night,

Playing in the rain but dying inside,

Hope she comes and asks me to join,

Tiny droplets playing best music by jumping on eyes,

Lost in beautiful music of the rain,

Memories drift by sensational breeze and the rain,

Time spent near the bus was perfect like sweet pain,

Passionate eyes and with bestest smile,

With indication of desire and view of mine,

She walked by my side and whispered some lines,

A glance of you with blessed rain was a perfect day of mine,

Is this love? Then how do I speak at right time?

She must be thinking I’m real crappiest geek,

Love is awesome? I don’t know but somehow I feel its true,

But really it sucks when in the world it’s not happening for you.!

Street lights, rainy nights, tip-tap music around,

No one to hear, no one to see,

Dancing alone with craziest sound,

My lips were trembling like earthquake,

Just a wish she would have been beside,

See you again rain when i will be dry.!!

Sher-e-gum!!

In bekarar nazaro ko ab koi aisa na milega,

Aur insaan to mil jayenge par rab na dikhega,

Beshak Toot ke barsega wo sawan mujhpe,

Par ik toota hua dil na bharta dikhega.!

Itni siddat se kyun maang li judai tune,

Ki aashiyana bikher diya badi furshat se rab ne,

Dosti me kuchh doston ne kaafi dilchasp waqiaa dikhaya hai,

Kurban kiya kisi aur zindagi ke liye ki ab tak na fukraa smbhal paya hai.!

Missing you*

The word alone, not perfect for me anymore,

Now feelings are more deeper, than this word can hold,

It sucks, when each single thing around me reminds of you all,

I wish feelings could be tangible so that I can garish,

Faking people around me is now more difficult,

With simple smile and holding tears in my eyes,

Want to cry, yell loud but lacking energy inside,

Feeling solitude, missing you all,

Your each question were killing me on call,

Sorry, Being indecent and cutting the call,

I tried to hide some feelings deep inside,

I wish you could come for a while,

No one here to talk and share things,

But you don’t worry I will take care,

Missing you!! Missing you a lot!!!

Rain of your eyes

When you wake up in the nights,

The apple of your eyes,

Searching for me beside,

Hypnotize my mind,

Fear in your eyes,

Love somewhere deep inside,

Brings tear in your eyes,

Still you ain’t realized,

Words dancing on your lips,

Just the music is missed,

Procrastination of your work,

Doesn’t make any sense,

Dare to smile if you can’t tell,

Learn to hide if you can’t play well,

Accept the realty & weakness of your heart,

Remove fcuking rain, I don’t like that jerk.!!

F*****g alone!!!

Walking alone, feeling alone,

Still feels best deep in my soul,

No one to hurt, no one to bother,

Look into my eyes; you may see the pain,

I wake up from my dream,

They hurt sometimes deep inside,

I don’t want to yell or scream for the way I feel inside,

I’m going kinda insane, now pain is my brain,

Feeling to hold a gun in my hand,

And point it to my fcuking head,

Gun should be loaded to blow my head,

Pull the trigger when feeling worst again.!!

Teri yaadien sata gayi*

Ye hawao me tha kya, jo baaho me sama gayi,

Un nigaaho me tha kya, jo mujhko rula gayi,

Ik akela mera dil, phir kyun sata gayi,

Jaannate ghuma ke kyun, pal me bhula gayi,

Ugte suraj ki tarah, doobna sikha gayi,

Teri kya chahat thi, aur kya bana gayi.

Na chaha tha use, phir kyun sapno me aa gayi,

Aankho hi aankho me ik ghar sa bana gayi,

Na chahte hue bhi mera dil kyun chura gayi,

Sapno ki duniya ka sehar mita gayi,

Teri kya chaht thi, aur kya bana gayi!!!

Will you walk with me in moonlight

Will you walk with me in moonlight,

Life is very short to repeat it,

Time is even faster,

Can’t hold it back for your answer,

So, will you be coming to pour a drop of love in my hearts river,

Did you hear my cries of whispered heart,

Did you know how I’m dying to be your side,

Did you know the incompetence of my desire,

Did you know how desperate I’m to have picture of you,

If yes, will you be coming with your hypnotizing smile,

I wish to see only you, no other faces in lights,

Don’t want to see the imperfection because of day-lights,

Would love to see the perfection walking by my side,

(Only in moonlight)

Would love to hold your hand and dwell in your eyes,

So, please let me know if you are coming tonight,

Just like the way she appears every day in my dream,

Just like the way she moves beside me beneath the moon-eyes,

With the same smile and love in her eyes,

Just walk with me till I die,

Please say it, will you walk with me in moonlight?

Things change and friends leave :/

There are certain things I never disclose,

Hurting to my heart yet holding on,

I can see the war if I raise my heartbeat,

Never thought making friends ever hurt me,

Should I feel ashamed for things I haven’t done,

Yeah! There’s certain action I cry for,

There’s certain action I’m not proud of,

Don’t know how close-eye’s judge me,

Don’t know how they look at my soul,

I can’t buy, a single word can lead you to hell,

Well!! there’s nothing but only trust issues,

I pray to god, Please keep me away from such great aliens,

No more friendship, my shadow is enough,

Seeking for a world, where my actions must taken to good way,

Where my action doesn’t cause anymore blues,

Finally will say, YOU don’t know me.!!

Theist way to lead my life.!!

Getting bored of thinking big,

Free will always leads me to dig,

Having a goal to hit before life hits you,

Being crazy and going mad is not worth too,

Having patience for long time isn’t work too,

Trying hard and smart way to reach you (Goal),

Waiting for right time to nailed it soon,

Because I’m not the zombie,

(At-least I think so)

I have so many white hopes,

And want to become time pleaser soul,

Teleology thinking is sticking me to with work,

I feel to be stiff necked (Not kidding),

Time, Money and goal,

These three are playing with me badly,

(Yeah! Here you can Rolf and lol),

Time is passing fast,

Money, I’m running sort of,

I’ll kick myself to hit the goal,

Being theist, I think will roll surely till my goal.!!

Mera dil"

Tu hi qu bani hai chahat,

Khuda ne qu de di ye rahat,

Teri nazro se qu jud rahi ye zindagi,

Teri chahat ne qu di ye duri,

Raat aadhi hai na katti puri,

Aankhe ab ye qu beh chali,

Mera dil, qu darne laga,

Tujhse ye, na kuchh khe bhi rha..,

Jaane de na mod mujhe,

In saanso ko chalne de zara..!

Door jaau na mai pass aau,

Gam dubara na ye seh mai paau,

Tu samajh le, baat sun le,

Hai khuda ka vasta.!!

Teri chahat ne qu di ye duri,

Raat aadhi hai na katti puri,

Aankhe ab ye qu beh chali,

In lamho ke saaz talee,

Mere gam ko tu mehsus kar..!!

Mera dil, ab darne laga,

Tujhse na kuch aur maang rha..,

Kismat aur Khuda dono tere nikale!!!

Milke tujhse ye nazre teri ho gayi,

Sine ka khilauna aur uske sapne bhi tere ho chale,

Maine to khoya hai kuchh ye ehsaash mujhko hai,

Tujhe bhi ik ehsaash hota kuchh paane ka, ye khayal dil me hai,

Ye kasme-wade aur hansi sab teri thi,

Khud bichhad kar tanhaiyo se milane ka khayal bhi tera tha,

Kar li dosti tanhaiyo se par ab bhi ik sawal mann me rehta hai,

Kismat to achhi teri thi hi kya khuda bhi tera tha?

Raste me hoon, manzil bhi door nazar aati hai,

Koi zinda hone ka ehsaash dila jaye, wahi raaz nazar na aata hai,

Teri muskurahat jo dikh rahi hai usme kuchh to mera bhi haq hai,

Par tu kya haq dega jab khuda ne khud ye haq chhina hai

Aansu khoon ke nikale hai, dariya ander ka khali hone ko hai,

Ye kehar jo tu dha gaya hai, na jaane kaha pahuchayega mujhe,

Rab se to rista tuta hai tujhse bhi bandhan tod diya hai,

Manzil bhi milegi is diljale mehmaan ko, bas in saansho se tu tadap ke nikal jaaye…!

Picture abhi baaki hai mere dost…..!!

A mind full of questions :(

Is life full of darkness or my eyes can’t see the right way,

Through these eyes I can only see the rough dark way,

Full of problems, full of mistakes,

Yet I’m trying to live and believing it’s me,

All I can do is arrange these words on this page,

Its feeling of heart, it will rot away only after age,

Standing and trying to see the sparkle in the dark,

Sparkle, which can lead me up to the mark,

Is my expectations are more than I should get?

Why these feelings are getting over at me?

There are lots of questions circulating in mind,

God must be on the way to answer this hopeless crap,

Waiting with patience is killing, can’t take a nap,

Being optimist, still I have a hopeless hope,

Days will pass and time must heal the pain,

I’ll lead the way; have faith in me as well in god.

Koi mile"

 

Koi mile jab dhadkane na chale,

Koi mile jab aankhe na khule,

Koi mile jab dua na mile,

Koi mile jab rab na meri sune,

Bas wo hi ban jaye zindagi meri..,

Koi mile jab aansu na ruke,

Koi mile jab kadam  na badhe,

Koi mile jab tanhai mile,

Koi mile jab raahe na mile,

Bas wo hi ban jaye zindagi meri..!!

Koi mile jab tuffan dilo ka na ruke,

Koi mile jab halchal saanso ki na thame,

Koi mile jab din khwabo ke dhale,

Koi mile jab rab na meri sune,

Bas wo hi ban jaye zindagi meri..!

Walk of my dream!!!

Job of my nightmare, fool’s paradise and real,

To be with the angel of my dream,

The only girl I wish to be with, in real and reel,

When I close my lazy eyes,

I can see you very clear,

Beneath the moonlight in my heart,

And all I can do is staring at you,

Gleam of your beauty and smile on your face,

Looks perfect like sunset in the rain,

My creativity wanders,

To make perfection of my words,

And explain you the world inside the heart,

Daring winds are touching your hair,

Helping to make a perfect picture,

Love bites on air, whispered in my ears,

I’m staring at you just like a kid does front of a mirror,

Simplicity in you, adorable like a moon,

Sudden moves of your eyeballs,

And clicking a view of me from the corner,

Makes me feel incompetence in front of you,

Though I managed to look back at you,

And like the way you appreciated my view,

I saw the movement of your lips,

Like the way you called my name,

You asked me to sit right beside you,

You lay the head on my sholder,

I wondered and my eyes moved on you,

Then I kick myself to awake from the dream,

Realised that it couldn’t last and it’s not true....,

Dildara ;)

Sajish kya ki hai rab ne,

Kuchh to bta de hitt me,

Sunaade na is dil ki usko,

Bulade na ek pal ko usko,

Sapno me kab tak milayega yun,

Aur kitna tadpayega mujhko mere yara,

Na karna ye sajish tu dobara,

ban ja na ban ja mera yara,

dildara hai dildara,

wo sapno ka mera dildara...,

Kyun karta hai sajish aesi,

Dil toote hai bin meri marzi,

Sun le is dil ki bhi arzi,

Kanha hai wo kismat meri,

Aadhi jo na mil paayi meri,

Usko bhi dikha de sapna,

Karle mujhko wo apna,

Na karna ye sajish dobara,

Ban ja na ban ja mera yara,

Dildara hai dildara,

Wo saya mera sahara..,dildara..

Kehde tu ja kar ab usse,

Dil bhi na dhadke bin uske,

Ratiya na guzre meri,

Din bhi sapno me uske,

Sun bhi le meri arzi,

Kar na yun tu man-marzi,

Sajish ye rach di kaisi,

Kaisi hai uski ye khudgarzi,

Kuchh to bata na yara,

Dil ko samjha mere yara,

Ban ja na ban ja mera yara,

Dildara hai dildara,

Wo raho ka sahara mera pyara..dildara..!!

chehra ab uska dikha de,

hatho me hath dila de,

jajbato ko ab ho gaye arse,

rab kyun rootha hai mujhse,

dil me dhadkan de uski,

mila de duniya se meri,

doro ka rista apna,

rootha na reh tu mujhe mere yara,

ban ja na ban ja mera yara,

dildara hai dildara,

wo hi mera saiyara.,dildara.!