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"Pari - Meri dost"


Dil ko tanhai manjoor nahi hoti,
Dosti me judai kabool nahi hoti.
Zindagi ne kar diya tha juda hamko,
Kar diya yanha tanha mujhko,
Par mere pagalpan me kuchh to baat thi,
Suni mere dil ki aur bhej di ek khubsurat masoom pari,
Us rab ka sukariya jisne meri suni,
Bhej di mere sath ke liye chun kar ek pari,
Baate uski sahad se mithi,
Chehra uska chaand sa pyara,
Dil me pyar sagar jitna,
Aankho me rab basta uske,
Shukariya khuda ka is dosti ke liye,
Dosti hamari ab rab se pyari hai mere liye..!!

Ek din hamaari mulakat na hui,
Galti thi meri?? Jo baat na hui??
Rooth gai wo, aur pareshaan bhi hui,
Baat na ki thik se aur anjan ban gai.!!
Dil ka ek kona khali aur halka sa laga,
Aankho me aansoo aur mai tanha sa laga,
Do din wo roothi rahi par wo do din saal sa laga,
Kaise samjhanoo use uski kimat??
Dil me basi hai uski dosti ki dor ban kar ek murat.!!
 Par rab ko bhi meri tanhai kabool na thi,
Dosti hamari kache dor si hai, par isme koi jod nahi thi,
Milaya wapas us rab ne hi mujhe us pari se,
Aankho me uske bhi kuchh anjane gam the chhupe se,
Aankh bhar aayi jab samne wo aayi,
Kamjor pal meri zindagi ka tha, jab wo aansoo banker aankhon me utar aayi.!!

Vada kiya hai usne sath nibhane ka,
Akela mujhe ya tanha na chhod jane ka,
Purani baate bhula kar, dosti nibhane ka,
Andho ki tarh hai yakin uski baato ka,
Wo nibhayegi sath aur vada apna..!!
Mujhse koi galti na ho rehmat barsaye khuda mera,
Dosti me judai ya kamjor na banaye khuda mera,
Uski aankho me base sapno ko sakar banay khuda mera,
Baate to baaki hai par sabd nahi hai,
Milenge dubara kuchh hasin lamho aur yaado ke sath,
Shukariya us rab ka aur is pari ka jo hai ab mere sath..!!
 

Standing alonE


Life is so silly and like dirty picture,
but i’m also a desi boy not a simple human with fink structure,
Will fall and stand again for some new adventure,
I know i’m not perfect and i do mistakes with some unwanted lecture,
But at the same time i do apologize,
And my mum says that’s good sign,
They also do the mistakes and never apologize for that,
I too have feelings; i’m not a crap rat,
I don’t want your fake love and words,
But at least behave like a human being don’t curse,
Kill me once at all; don’t poke me again and again,
I can’t die each and every moment,
I beg for friendship and some relation,
So they think i’m nothing and kick me like assf**k,
May be i’m bad in social networking,
But still a shit heart beats for you people.
I don’t know why i’m begging,
When they don’t want to get in,
Off course scared to be alone,
But will make myself stronger and will stand again alone..!
Learned a lot in this small journey of my shit life,
Many people played and life as well
Now I’m stronger and standing harder,
Cause i’ve only one shot, one opportunity,
Have to play better and proof my existence,
Its getting hard but its my life,
Will live like i want and thanks to my family,
Standing behind like god,
Some people wants me to leave,
But its my life i’ll live not leave,
If u have problem kill yourself or leave.,
God is asking me to hold his hand,
Got a good stand now i’m not alone.,
When i can see the god,
Then why should i see the temple,
And beg for your company..!!
Believe me now i’m stronger and happy with my life,
Because i’ve learned to accept things like they are in life,
Now i’m not alone so will struggle and survive J
 

Life S***'s


Whatever happens, i make myself stronger,
to stand harder so I can fight longer,
this life is full of shit,
people here can’t take rest and sit,
everything is going bad in my life more than the shit,
pissed off with the life,
but cant suicide cause I’ve to stand stronger and fight,
have i forgotten something,
may be that god wanted me to learn,
still trying for that and somehow to earn,
people are crazy always point there finger on me,
they found me wicked and fink,
but still will not disclose my secret of being greater than them..!!
f**ked up with this life,  don’t want to be alone,
but no one is jerk like me so I’ve to stand alone..!
when i feel weak, n fall badly,
just feel like to hung up the life as soon as well,
and ring up a bell to the hell,
but no I’ve to make myself stronger for longer,
f**k this shit life, i don’t want anymore,
damn that looks bad so have to stand stronger.,
yep.! Off course i’m not perfect like u,
just F**k off i don’t want to be u anymore,
i like my crazy shit mind,
working hard to find,
meaning of my life which is behind,
not so far not so close,
cant touch cant see,
just with the bad feeling enjoying the ride of my life..!!

 

"Maa"


Pehla chehra jo dil me basa tha,
Aankho me chhap sa gya tha,
Usi chehre ne roshni di in aankho ko,
Usi ne diya dil me paayar aur jine ki tamanna bhi,
Itna pyar kisi aur se na milega kabhi,
Itna to yakin hai mere dil ko bhi,
Pehla sabd jo dil se nikal kar labj bana tha,
Usi ka chehra aankho me bas gya tha.!!
Wo sabd bas do labj ka hi tha.,
Par matlab uska bayan na kar paunga mai.
‘Maa’ ka chehra aur pyaar bhula na punga mai.
‘Maa’ hi do sabd hai jo bina padhe samjh jaunga mai.,
Ik uff par wo jaan chhidakti hai
Had se bhi jyada pyaar karti hai..!!
Pta nahi kuchh kar paunga mai,
Is mamta ka mol chukka paunga mai,
Anmol hai pyar Maa ka pta hai mujhko,
kuchh farz hai mere,kya nibha paunga mai,
Bhagwan ka roop ya avtar nahi kehta mai,
Quki bhagwan ko dekh pata nahi mai,
Maa ki surat jaisi hi bhagwan ki surat hogi,
Dil me basi ye surat hi bhagwan ki murat hogi..!!
Anant janm lekar bhi karz na chukka paunga mai,
Par is janm me maa ki muskurahat ke liye mar bhi jaunga mai,
Mujhse kabhi dukh na pahuche unhe,
Yahi rehmat barshaye mera khuda mujhpe..!!
 

''Zindagi''


Har din har raat sochta rha,
Kya naam du tumhe aye mere dosto,
Rasta kanhu to badal jayega,
Daman kanhu to chhut jayega,
Talaash thi kuchh aise naam ki,
Jo hamesha dil ke paas aur sanso me bas jaye,
Mere dosto tum sabhi ho anmol meri sanso ki tarah,
Par talaash thi kuchh aise naam ki jo paas rahe meri sanso ki tarah..!!
Dil kanhu to tut jayega,
Mann bolu to ruth jayega,
Sapna bolu to bhul jayega,
Chhote se dimaag ka istemaal to kiya,
Mandbudhi hu par kuchh kaam to kiya,
Internet par jakar search bhi kiya,
Kitabe bhi padhi par kuchh na mila..!!
Koi naam ne dil ko nahi chhua,
Dil me bas ek sabd tha,
Mann ko bhi bahut pasand tha.!
Rakh diya naam maine ‘zindagi’ tumhara,
Kam se kam maut tak to sath nibhayega.!!
Zindagi par bhi hai kuchh bharosha nahi,
Pal me sab chhin le mujhse aur akela na kar de tumhe kanhi,
Galtiyo ko bhula dena mere, maaf kar riha karna is bandhan se mujhe.!!
Dua karna apne bhagwan se, tadpay na mere ruh ko saitan ki tarah,
Yaad tumhari ruh ke sath le jaunga, ho saka to laut kar wapas jarur aaunga..!! J