F*****g alone!!!

Walking alone, feeling alone,

Still feels best deep in my soul,

No one to hurt, no one to bother,

Look into my eyes; you may see the pain,

I wake up from my dream,

They hurt sometimes deep inside,

I don’t want to yell or scream for the way I feel inside,

I’m going kinda insane, now pain is my brain,

Feeling to hold a gun in my hand,

And point it to my fcuking head,

Gun should be loaded to blow my head,

Pull the trigger when feeling worst again.!!

Teri yaadien sata gayi*

Ye hawao me tha kya, jo baaho me sama gayi,

Un nigaaho me tha kya, jo mujhko rula gayi,

Ik akela mera dil, phir kyun sata gayi,

Jaannate ghuma ke kyun, pal me bhula gayi,

Ugte suraj ki tarah, doobna sikha gayi,

Teri kya chahat thi, aur kya bana gayi.

Na chaha tha use, phir kyun sapno me aa gayi,

Aankho hi aankho me ik ghar sa bana gayi,

Na chahte hue bhi mera dil kyun chura gayi,

Sapno ki duniya ka sehar mita gayi,

Teri kya chaht thi, aur kya bana gayi!!!

Will you walk with me in moonlight

Will you walk with me in moonlight,

Life is very short to repeat it,

Time is even faster,

Can’t hold it back for your answer,

So, will you be coming to pour a drop of love in my hearts river,

Did you hear my cries of whispered heart,

Did you know how I’m dying to be your side,

Did you know the incompetence of my desire,

Did you know how desperate I’m to have picture of you,

If yes, will you be coming with your hypnotizing smile,

I wish to see only you, no other faces in lights,

Don’t want to see the imperfection because of day-lights,

Would love to see the perfection walking by my side,

(Only in moonlight)

Would love to hold your hand and dwell in your eyes,

So, please let me know if you are coming tonight,

Just like the way she appears every day in my dream,

Just like the way she moves beside me beneath the moon-eyes,

With the same smile and love in her eyes,

Just walk with me till I die,

Please say it, will you walk with me in moonlight?

Things change and friends leave :/

There are certain things I never disclose,

Hurting to my heart yet holding on,

I can see the war if I raise my heartbeat,

Never thought making friends ever hurt me,

Should I feel ashamed for things I haven’t done,

Yeah! There’s certain action I cry for,

There’s certain action I’m not proud of,

Don’t know how close-eye’s judge me,

Don’t know how they look at my soul,

I can’t buy, a single word can lead you to hell,

Well!! there’s nothing but only trust issues,

I pray to god, Please keep me away from such great aliens,

No more friendship, my shadow is enough,

Seeking for a world, where my actions must taken to good way,

Where my action doesn’t cause anymore blues,

Finally will say, YOU don’t know me.!!

Theist way to lead my life.!!

Getting bored of thinking big,

Free will always leads me to dig,

Having a goal to hit before life hits you,

Being crazy and going mad is not worth too,

Having patience for long time isn’t work too,

Trying hard and smart way to reach you (Goal),

Waiting for right time to nailed it soon,

Because I’m not the zombie,

(At-least I think so)

I have so many white hopes,

And want to become time pleaser soul,

Teleology thinking is sticking me to with work,

I feel to be stiff necked (Not kidding),

Time, Money and goal,

These three are playing with me badly,

(Yeah! Here you can Rolf and lol),

Time is passing fast,

Money, I’m running sort of,

I’ll kick myself to hit the goal,

Being theist, I think will roll surely till my goal.!!

Mera dil"

Tu hi qu bani hai chahat,

Khuda ne qu de di ye rahat,

Teri nazro se qu jud rahi ye zindagi,

Teri chahat ne qu di ye duri,

Raat aadhi hai na katti puri,

Aankhe ab ye qu beh chali,

Mera dil, qu darne laga,

Tujhse ye, na kuchh khe bhi rha..,

Jaane de na mod mujhe,

In saanso ko chalne de zara..!

Door jaau na mai pass aau,

Gam dubara na ye seh mai paau,

Tu samajh le, baat sun le,

Hai khuda ka vasta.!!

Teri chahat ne qu di ye duri,

Raat aadhi hai na katti puri,

Aankhe ab ye qu beh chali,

In lamho ke saaz talee,

Mere gam ko tu mehsus kar..!!

Mera dil, ab darne laga,

Tujhse na kuch aur maang rha..,