Everything is illusion and so me!!

I am nothing more than an illusion of words,

How do I convey that I always wanted to love people,

Though you can like or dislike me, it's all up to you,

Thinking maybe a defense mechanism but I rarely use them,

I really don't have any T&C or policies for my gentle heart,

Certainly that doesn't mean you should rule my kingdom,

I am faithful to me as well to my image,

But still when I compare myself with me, I feel like a beggar,

And if still you are judging me, its your critical thinking not mine (which matters most),

You are expressing your thoughts not my being,

Sometimes I feel part of me is not worth of your compliments,

Possibly you expect more and then I try to cross my limits and be unlimited,

Maybe I get fail to seduce you to like my existence,

But don't you think you should challenge your abilities to like me as human,

The heart loves, but my ego and your attitudes are enemies,

Let's connect ourselves and not be controlled by our seemingly heartless body,

Let's help each other rather than pretending to be like a robotic invention,

All I want you to accept me with all my imperfection and rejections.!! J

Ab to kar parwaah.!

Ab to kar parwah, khabar ye aam ho rahi hai,

Teri in harqato se bande, bharat maa ki izzat nilam ho rahi hai,

Ab aashman se paigambar-e-khuda aaye bhi to kya,

Tere maathe pe lage daag-e-ilzaam mita payega kya,

Sarkar-e-kanoon pe phir kyun nigaah hai,

Is kasht pe pehle hi kitne barbaad hue hai,

Sukoon-e-dil ke liye kitne uske dar hai gaye,

Par har faisla uska fakht kitaab-e-kalam tak hi raha,

Dheere se sarakti hai raat us masoom ki aanshu ki tarah,

Chehre pe udaasi aa jaati hai kisi apne ke guzar jane ki tarah.!!

Respect her, don't rape her.!

Women is the reason for your entity, success  and behind everything, respect her.

I feel like questioning to somebody,

But it’s like speaking to nobody,

Why this rape? Why to be a rapist?

Is this all about the lust, sex or is there any twist?

I have nothing to blame but only to feel ashamed,

Mercilessly night after night,

Women’s are left to fight,

Lost in my thoughts, insomnia night,

I do not have a sister but still I feel the pain,

We are the seeds of the same garden, we are destroying,

It has become a disease, the solution is very indeed,

Wake up girls and fight for your rights, this is what this moment requisites,

Being here on the earth is like just hanging by a thread,

Dirt around us, is leading to death,

Don’t enjoy this moment like a teaser of a movie,

Wake up, play your role for a happy end of this movie (Life).

Blessed with a perfect sister at last.

Exactly what you mean to me,

Is something that's very hard to arrange in words,

You see, I had no sister when I was a toddler,

To call when I wanted to play with her,

The day when we met,

We were standing without any clue,

Something god has managed to display through you,

And then I felt I’m not completely out of the blue,

He had a perfect plan,

Years were just not passing on,

He was making us understand our hearts,

To share some perfect moments of smile and tears,

As a brilliant sister of mine,

You are beyond my imagination and thoughts,

A proverbial war in my mind races to an end,

When I really found you in my real world,

Unconditional also wouldn’t be the perfect word for your love,

Our craziness love has no end,

Our cares and thoughts are good for each other,

It’s a love that will not defunct,

Madness, sometimes defines us best,

Fighting with each other has become a test,

But without this a relation would be nothing,

We should not get fail, after any unimaginable fight,

I am so glad,

That I didn’t have a sister in the past,

But now I’m more thankful to our dearest god,

For the perfect sister he has blessed me at last.!!

माँ तेरी याद आती है।

जब किसी बच्चे के रोने की आवाज़ आती है,

रोते-रोते दर्द में लिपटे माँ की पुकार आती है,

ऐसे पल में खो जाना तो यूं लाज्मी है,

पर ऐसे में माँ तुम्हारी याद आती है,

जब कोई आँचल उड़ कर किसी का दर्द छुपाता है,

जब किसी माँ का कलेजा आँसू देख सेहम जाता है,

तेरे आँचल से बिछड़ा ये सितारा टूट जाता है,

फिर ऐसे में माँ इक तेरा चेहरा ही याद आता है,

जब पिता की डांट से किसीका दिल सहम जाता है,

तेरे समझाने की वो हल्की सी धुन गूंज जाती है,

और फिर तेरे छुपके रोने की सिसकियाँ नशों में दौड़ जाती है,

फिर ऐसे में तुम्हारे ममता में लिपटी दुनिया याद आती है,

मेरे नन्हें कदमों की आहट से लेकर आज की शैतानिया,

हमेशा तेरा मेरे साथ होने का एहसाश दिलाती है,

बारिश की रिमझिम बूंदे तेरे डांट के डर से रुख मोड़ लेती है,

अब तन्हाई में सारे गुजारे पल तेरी याद लाती है।

A win from sure demise!

My mirror cried, it gleaned my thoughts,

Is that you and that’s what you want?

I noticed, some synthetic views and pathetic reviews,

Thinking, why you laughed? Why you taunt?

Should I say thanks for proving me wrong?

Time is the teacher, now I’m being wise,

Sodden my eyes from the tears and fears,

But I’ll lead my way from sure demise,

Pungent death will witness the hidden power of my ride,

Things will be settled soon and I’ll rise,

You thought I was burning dust on your floor,

In the mirror a shadow that stands all alone,

But I assure you, I won’t let that shadow die young,

By my mirror, I’ll correct all my errors,

You will see me shining and my mirror, smiling.!!

Rise of the Devil's.

Inevitable truth is hitting the face,

Corruption and crimes both are in a race,

Tradition and culture both fail,

Exchange of tradition has lead us to hell,

Media and movies are deadly virus to humanity,

Minds are hacked and hearts are destroyed,

Lust is back and love has gone,

Unborn is in danger, born are become devils,

Money is the nuclear, which is costing the most,

People in the world are developing a ghost,

Just to fulfill their desire and break the rules,

Some holiness people try to stand against,

Since they don’t buy the bullshit which cost the pain,

Rise of the devil’s,

I can see through my eye’s,

Innocents are helpless, living in danger,

I can see, blood spilled on the ground,

No one can punish them, no one can change,

Because devil’s are the king and more are taking place,

Money and power is the tool they use every day,

Someone has to take the action as innocents are fading away.

I'm tagged.

All facts and mistakes (If any) in this post are just not for “abuse, misuse and make any breaking news”.  And if you find any resemblance in this post it’s just because so many of us grew up playing the same play of god - ”Life”.

Yeah! I was shocked and still I'm. When I saw my name tagged on her blog post. Out of so many kick-ass bloggers she tagged me and I'm glad that she did.  Now, as I was tagged in the post by my friend, mentor Viji Suresh.  According to the blog post I have to follow some rules.

The rules are :-

1)    11 facts about yourself.

2)    Have to answer all 11 questions you have been asked.

3)    No tagging back.

4)    Have to tag 11 bloggers and make them go through all the process again.

Well, I’m going to break the last rule of this post (Not wantedly but I’ve to) because I’m not that big kick-ass blogger that people like to follow. And that’s why leading without followers (A silly thought to ignore the reality).  Actually I don’t have enough followers to tag but, that does not mean I am a fail blogger, I’m just a beginner (what a thought, beginner, Lol).

Let's get back to the work. 11 facts about me.

1.    I love travelling. Exploring different places but not alone with my friends or family.

2.    Seeing sunset and walking on the beach at the same time, it kills my time easily and I can do it daily.

3.    Every night when everyone’s asleep, I grab my books and start reading. I’m in love with books.

4.    I always want to keep going for new adventures and grab experiences then write about them. Writing is my way of exploring myself.

5.    Crazy about basketball.

6.    A strong relationship with automobiles, gadgets and games. I keep them up to date and they do the same for me.

7.    I believe in simplicity. But I hate sometimes being so ‘cause girls don’t like it.

8.    I always make sure that I’m not hurting my parents and work hard to bring a long lasting smile on their face.

9.    Bad in socializing and that’s why I have only few counted friends. I have heard people saying that I don’t have time for them.

10.  The first and last thing I hate in my life about is Indian politics and politicians. But I like them in the room called Rajya Sabha and Lok Sabha.

11.  I have always suffered from financial problem and still looking for the solution.  The only one thing never goes out of my mind and heart.  Let me know if you got the solution before then me.

Questions from Viji to me:-

1.    If every day is a page in your life, would you allow yourself to turn back the pages and refer?

Yes, I will do that just to check that I’m not repeating the same mistakes that I have done in the past.

2.    Mention one book, one movie, one song that changed your life/influenced in some way.

There are lots to mention but here will mention Stephen coveys book “The seven habits of highly effective people” Which taught me many things I should know to lead my life.

3.    "Life is but a dream?"your take. Without doing a google search, do you remember the nursery rhymes that have this line?

I never heard about this line before as I was in Hindi medium school, where teachers teach English also in Hindi.

“Life is but a dream”- I do believe that Life is nothing but like a dream.  Our possibility or excitement of being something in life comes from imagination and dreaming, for me it’s the way of planning.

4.    If "love is the best teacher" in the world, having this zest for knowledge and basically ambitious in nature, would you go for more than one love at the same time?

Umm..Yeah! I’ll go for more than one because knowledge is everything and one should be eager to learn anything and everything at any time.

5.    "Something in the air", have you used this vague "something" liner for not so vague action of yours? I can give you an example if you insist. 

No.  Never before but I have heard from some.

6.    Have you ever wondered, why "love" is a four letter word and "sex" three letters? Is it because "love" takes years to develop and "sex" barely "11 minutes"? Feel free to add your valid points.

No. Never before but according to me love is the mother of sex and so it can’t be compared.

7.    If it takes half your lifetime to be successful in a career and have barely a decade to retire, where did you fail? Diversions during the "half your lifetime"?  Eager to hear what these diversions can generally be and should we avoid them or indulge?

One who looks for retirement, he/she can’t be called as successful. It’s enough to say for me because I feel I’m still a kid who himself is in a middle of learning these things.

8.    The fruit you like the best or atleast make an effort to eat.  I don't want answers like, "healthy food? no no to me".  The fruits you prefer to say a lot about what kind of a person you are.  I have my own version of this, quite elaborate and if not hilarious, "put a smile on your face" versions... after seeing your answers, will write a post on this.

Mangoes are my all time favorite fruit. Though I like some more fruits but they are not at all close to this. After all “king ki pasand king”.

9.    Define life; Define death - I want your version please.

Life is an opportunity to everyone to do anything and everything your own way.

Death ensures there is no second chance for anything so, prove yourself always in the first chance.

10.  I am asking you to prepare a story board for a 3 picture comic strip.  Only 3 pics, nothing more and the shorter the better.  I will do a sketch for your storyboard and lets create a rip roaring comic strip/funny/moderately funny. Atleast we can call it ours.

The first frame I want is, you are teaching me like all teachers do. Second frame you are giving punishment for not following your words. The last one I want you to frame is, you are running behind me with a stick.

11.  What is my greatest regret?

Simple, that I’m still under learning process of English language and last in the race of life if I compare with some people around me. Sometimes feel underrated and unappreciated but that can be ‘cause I deserve that. I don’t know but there are lots of questions and regrets that I need to answer to turn off some minds and destroy their unappreciated thinking.

                                                      **The End**