The days
in my life i had was better than now,
Everyday missing
my friends, who used to care and love till now,
I don’t have
many friends like everyone around me,
Not a big
circle in social life or in sofalize,
Not a
tweetheart but have a heart for my friends,
Not perfect
but good enough for loved ones in my life,
My heart
is a hotspot for my friends,
Day in
day out online services for them,
It’s not only
guesstimate of mine,
I love
flame war with my friends sometime,
But not
being apart for the silly things happened in that war time!
I sit and
wonder for some time,
Why i’m
alone now after giving this much space to them in my life!!
Tired of
being sorry and daily nonversation of my life,
How could
i be so lost and lonely?
In a
place i know so well?
I can’t
buy this on my own,
Is
depression so dark?
I need to
speak up loud before it takes me away?
better to
die than being a cage animal of life,
living is
not worthwhile here like this,
darkness closing
all around,
still i’m
not making a single sound,
just
hoping and begging for an angel friend in my life,
just to
comfort me in my bad times
so i
struggle on just holding a smile on my face.!!!! :) :(
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