Lover's = Sleepwalker's ;)

Can we avoid unnecessary arising love thoughts or attraction towards someone?

       I guess it is impossible to know a thought before it comes in the mind.  You know them as they come, and if they are stupid, you will simply laugh at them and they will move away.  But I personally think that if your inner faculties are strong, you will let go of the stupid thoughts of love and all, and not act on it.  Thoughts arrive anyway.  But you choose to act or not act – through awareness.

       Attraction towards opposite sex is nothing but kind of mandatory thing.  People find themselves helpless when they see an opposite sex.  But here would like to throw an example that is – A sleepwalker has no control over where he is or what he is doing.  He simply walks. Today, mostly everyone is a sleepwalker; few act out of awareness.  So don’t push yourself in that category.  Be alert and aware of things.  You should know that we act on the strongest impulse.  If you are aware and acting, that is the right action.

      This attraction and arising love thoughts in your minds gives you endless joy.  Forgive me if I’m wrong but I’ve observed that most people think the joy they feel is in the object, is it so? That’s why they assume that an opposite sex is the object of their joy.  But I think joy is in their senses.  Joy is in the capacity to relate the object with the self.  And the peak of any sensory or sensual experience takes you inwards. If you look at a beautiful scenery or girl/boy you say “Wow!” and you close your eyes immediately.  That’s how you react at moments.  Having control over senses will not lead you to regret peak.  Each of the senses leads you to a point deep inside you that is the fountain of joy.

        The joy from touch, sex, sight, music, smell or taste comes from a source deep within.  And if you don’t move within to that point, joy is short-lived. And if you are just clinging to the external object, it no more gives you joy or pleasure.  People are not joyful, they are the opposite – they are miserable. 

       I must say this world is a beautiful package.  The world is not so bad.  It is gift-wrapped.  But if you are stuck with the wrapping paper, you will not even open it.  You won’t see the gift inside the package that has been given to you.  That is what most people do – hold on to the wrapper outside.  Last few lines as a request to you people is that have control over your senses and act only on those thoughts which you will find beneficial.  Don’t go mad over a love story.  Don’t roam around in seek of your story.  It just happens, so just wait for your turn till then do not let unnecessary thought get over you.

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Unspoken words :/

Every time I met her feel like telling something special,

Don’t know why but words never falls their way,

What should I do to let her know everything,

Though always my eyes keep telling everything,

I wish she can understand me through my eyes,

Don’t know why deep in heart fear lives,

Don’t know why my heart is on mute,

Don’t know how to show the love sparking inside,

My heart is weak, my soul is deep with words I can speak,

But would you listen, understand or even believe :/

I never prefer to show this in action,

But now I have decided to take you through my thoughts,

Cause I think when words are spoken then walls could be broken.!!!

Don’t know what to do? Don’t know what else to say?

I’m blank page of her notepad,

If she can understand then I could be useful..!! :/

although you’ll never feel for me,

I always will love you.!! :)

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Missing :'(

Something is missing in my inbox :/,

Some words, some sentences, some messages,

A number or just a name is missing?

Every morning after waking up from my dream zone,

Ultimately my hand goes to mobile,

And every morning I look for only one name..!!

Nowadays dint feel like touching the mobile,

But with each and every coming morning brings new hope,

And each and every evening trash ‘em like scrap in dustbin..!!

So many questions are rolling in my mind,

Why the name is missing in my inbox?

Why that name never thinks about my empty inbox?

Why that name is so much important to me?

Why these things are bothering me?

Whom should I ask these questions to be free?

How long I have to wait for the message I want?

                                                     

Kabhi to yaad aaye unko hamari bhi,

Message ya call nahi par miss call bhi nahi,

Bheed me gum gaye hai wo tanhai me yaad karenge zarur,

Itna yakeen to hame bhi hai, kuchh pal me hi rula jayenge hum,

Hai dum to rahe gum aur apni yaado ko bhi kare gum,

Cell to mar chuka hai, ab hum bhi so jayenge kuchh pal,

Ek break ke baad kuchh hua to thk hai nahi to ro jayenge hum..!! :'(

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I'm in you :/

Whenever i think of you,

I feel sad for me and you,

I can decide to be with you,

But I can’t let my parents down cause of you,

I know it’s hurting to me as well to you,

‘Love’ is the thing we always search for,

And I must say, I found that in you,

Understand the feelings, I’m walking through,

Words never comes normally this way,

So just read my eyes and feel free,

Don’t question me back for this mystery,

Just keep your unaffordable smile on your lips,

Don’t feel alone after reading this,

I shall always be there for you,

Never far away, always in you,

The days may come when it feels I’m gone,

I may be gone but it’s not ever over..,

I’m happy and will be because I’ve a friend like you..!!

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Ehsaash

Kisi ke door hone se, qu dil ye rota hai,

Kisi ke pass hone par, qu na ye dhayan deta hai,

Aksar beete kal yaad aate hain, jab wo door jaate hai,

Jab wo pass hote hain, ik nayi yaad banate hai.!!

Na chah kar bhi chahte hai unko is kadar,

Ki door jaate hi unke jaise toot jate ho pathar.!

Sahe to sahe kaise dard ko, dil bhatakta dar-badar,

Kehna bhi mushkil aur sunna bhi mushkil ye hai kaisa pehar.!!

Is guzarte pal me na koi kisi ko yaad karta hai,

Is baat ka ehsaash bhi kisi ke marne ke baad hota hai..!

Aree marne ki baat to door ki hai,

Yanha zindagi hai phr bhi nahi kisi ki yaado me hai.!!

Kisiko chand mante the, par unhe taare jyada achhe nazar aaye,

Par unhe ab hum kaise samjhaye, ki taare bhi unhi ke ujaale se hai,

Chhod diya jab chand kehna, to ab andhera hi reh-guzar me nazar aaye,

Par kya kare suraj ki aadat hi nahi, warna ik naye din ki tarah ik chand aur bana lete.!!

Pal gungunata raha, raat gaati rahi,

Pass sabhi muskurate rahe, sur guzarti raat se milate rahe,

Hum bhi muskurate rahe, par aankhe churate rahe,

Kaise batate ki jo door hai, wo hi hume satate rahe.!!

Har taare ki ek apni kahani hai,

chup reh kar bhi chamakte rehna pyar ki nishani hai,

Zakham na koi dikhta par ik ehsaash hai,

lagta hai na-chahne par bhi ik dil ka tukda unke pass hai..!!

Naraz hone se pehle uska sabab puchh to liya karo,

Bheed me rehte ho par ik baar yaad to kar liya karo,

Na rakho har pal ki khabar is sambhalte dil ki,

Dhadak raha hai ya nahi itna to puchh liya karo.!!!

Jab bhi teri doorie ka ehsaash satane laga,

Guzara hua lamha flashback ki tarah aankho me aane laga,

Jab sab kuchh bhulane ki kossis ki maine,

Na jaane qu tu yaad banker aur satane laga.!!  

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Nazare ;(

Yun nazare mili aur kuchh vishwas unki aankho me dikh gaya,

Kya tha kyun tha samajhna zara muskil ho gaya,

kehna tha shayad kuchh us nainpari ko mujhse,

par anjan banne ka natak humne khud hi kar diya,

do pal aur do lafjo ki kahani thi,

jo usko shayad gungunani thi,

ek muskaan uski yaad hai jo mere milne par hi aati thi,

keh kar bhi sab kuchh kehna tha, par nazare jhukne si lagi thi,

darr rahi thi shayad wo nazare, phir bhi jhalak rahi unme khushiya thi,

yun to raah rok rahi thi unki nazare, par zindagi ne kaha kiska saath diya,

raahe chubh rahi thi kante banker phir bhi aage badhna hi pada,

unki aankho se aanshu girte hume dekhna hi pada,

ab to tanhai hi mehsush hoti hai, is sehar ke bheed me bhi,

yun nazare milata hi hai kyun khuda jab tanhai hi naseeb me thi,

arso ab guzarenge unki muskurahat ke bina,

salamat rakhna un viswash bhari aankho ko aye mere khuda,

kabool kar le ye ek chhoti si mannat,

aur kismat me hamare ek mulakat zaroor likhna.!!

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A Evening to remember ;)

                        All I can taste is this moment and all I can breathe is your love in this air, wow - such a nice evening at beach. Sun is about to go to sleep, people around me at beach were staring at me like they never have seen a boy admiring an angel through the eyes.  It was a perfect evening for a walk; everything was looked in its place.  I can say a perfect timing nothing was amiss. I can feel the feeling of being in heaven on earth. I can’t forget those eyes, her lips, her fingers, her hairs, a perfect girl beside me at beach.  Ceaselessly I was admiring her and her smile was killing me though I have never believed in love at first site and I was feeling something like that at that time.

                    Whenever I would hear a talk on love at first site, I used to close my eyes or just tried to leave the conversation ASAP as it was worthless to know about. Though I do have an imagination but I never allow myself for this that love at first site is actually possible.  I have never been in a relation or never spend much time with a opposite sex, may be the reason for not believing is this only. But the truth be told, we all want to be loved – whichever way it might be. Whenever my friends used to ask about being single, I tried to convince myself and tell them that I was perfectly happy being single. Well the truth is I dint really mean that and wish for my very own angel to come and sweep me off of my feet.

                    Perfect evening – sun was about to close the eyes and in a gentle way it was saying have wonderful evening of your life. A fascinating smile was catching my eye balls, I was feeling incompetence to do something right there except admiring her smile.  I just had started the evening walk with my shadow, fortunately or unfortunately she too started walk beside me with a cute puppy. My eye balls were rolling and getting stuck at her eyes.

                     Felt like she was telling "Raise your lips to the sky and catch the words that rain from my heart...” She might have felt the same way but who knows just I can see is the speaking eyes. I felt like I was looking at someone I'd known all of my life. And the question was hitting in my mind was- Is your heart in your eyes? And I was saying I love your puppy but I’m in love with you more than that. She was staring from her corner of eyes and those eyes were telling an untold mystery which belongs to me. Now I had a good view of her face and a good feeling arise in my heart (please don’t kick me to tell that from where that feeling come from, where is the source of that feeling) things were moving very slowly except the time. My heart was skipping the beats at times don’t know what was actually happing right there.

                Whenever I look at her smile, I feel lost in heaven and it took me two seconds/milliseconds to regain my composure. I was heading to whisper something in her ears - got a nice slap at my back.

               Uhh…no don’t think that she did this, this slap was from my elder bro. He was waking me up and yelling at me that you are getting late for your office, and here my dream took flight for hell and ended ASAP though I wanted to continue, and now I realize that love at first side is possible and it happens.

              “The stars, the moon and the sun in the sky could never outshine your brilliance. I thank heaven for this dream and for you, my earth angel!”

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