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Reconstructing memories!

This one is from my friend(Ritu). Personally speaking I loved this one and that's what make me share it with you all. Hope you all will like it too.
"Sharing tales of those we've lost is how we keep from really losing them." - Mitch Albom


That evening, we sat on the kitchen floor, waiting for mother to serve dinner, hands playing rabbits and birds as an oil lamp flickered shadows on clay walls; I was ten that night and happy that father caught so much fish, and that Bihu was near; I was to rehearse for dance and brother would play the dhol.

Then they came, sound of thick boots, and a gunshot rang. The curry pot fell with a clang when the army men with guns told they came for my brother; for he was anti-something, they said; father pleaded with them but they beat him up till his veins cracked and blood ran down to mix with the curry on the floor; and my mother cried herself to oblivion as they dragged her son out through the bamboo gate to the van waiting outside.

He was to be interrogated but he never came back, mother lost her mind and it never came back, father lost a side of his body, and it never came back.
Only if I could undo it all as I did every day in my mind" –


brother would walk backwards from the van

to the kitchen to resit on the floor-mat as he

also unbecame anti-something;
the blood would slowly unmix with the curry
and rise and refill father’s veins
as they quietly uncracked
and father unlost a side of his body;
mother’s tears would curl up her cheeks
to be resucked into the ducts
as her lips would bend in a smile for
she would hold the curry pot
that unfell because the bullet was unshot;
and we would unhear the boot thumps
as the four burly army men retrace their steps
walking backwards from the kitchen to the van
as we resume our talks
of the coming Bihu, the fish father caught
and all the while the burning wick would
play shadows on the clay wall.

- Ritu Monjori Kalita :)
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Everything is illusion and so me!!


I am nothing more than an illusion of words,
How do I convey that I always wanted to love people,
Though you can like or dislike me, it's all up to you,
Thinking maybe a defense mechanism but I rarely use them,
I really don't have any T&C or policies for my gentle heart,
Certainly that doesn't mean you should rule my kingdom,
I am faithful to me as well to my image,
But still when I compare myself with me, I feel like a beggar,
And if still you are judging me, its your critical thinking not mine (which matters most),
You are expressing your thoughts not my being,
Sometimes I feel part of me is not worth of your compliments,
Possibly you expect more and then I try to cross my limits and be unlimited,
Maybe I get fail to seduce you to like my existence,
But don't you think you should challenge your abilities to like me as human,
The heart loves, but my ego and your attitudes are enemies,
Let's connect ourselves and not be controlled by our seemingly heartless body,
Let's help each other rather than pretending to be like a robotic invention,

All I want you to accept me with all my imperfection and rejections.!! J
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Respect her, don't rape her.!

Women is the reason for your entity, success  and behind everything, respect her.


I feel like questioning to somebody,
But it’s like speaking to nobody,
Why this rape? Why to be a rapist?
Is this all about the lust, sex or is there any twist?

I have nothing to blame but only to feel ashamed,
Mercilessly night after night,
Women’s are left to fight,
Lost in my thoughts, insomnia night,

I do not have a sister but still I feel the pain,
We are the seeds of the same garden, we are destroying,
It has become a disease, the solution is very indeed,
Wake up girls and fight for your rights, this is what this moment requisites,

Being here on the earth is like just hanging by a thread,
Dirt around us, is leading to death,
Don’t enjoy this moment like a teaser of a movie,
Wake up, play your role for a happy end of this movie (Life).
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Blessed with a perfect sister at last.


Exactly what you mean to me,
Is something that's very hard to arrange in words,
You see, I had no sister when I was a toddler,
To call when I wanted to play with her,

The day when we met,
We were standing without any clue,
Something god has managed to display through you,
And then I felt I’m not completely out of the blue,

He had a perfect plan,
Years were just not passing on,
He was making us understand our hearts,
To share some perfect moments of smile and tears,

As a brilliant sister of mine,
You are beyond my imagination and thoughts,
A proverbial war in my mind races to an end,
When I really found you in my real world,

Unconditional also wouldn’t be the perfect word for your love,
Our craziness love has no end,
Our cares and thoughts are good for each other,
It’s a love that will not defunct,

Madness, sometimes defines us best,
Fighting with each other has become a test,
But without this a relation would be nothing,
We should not get fail, after any unimaginable fight,

I am so glad,
That I didn’t have a sister in the past,
But now I’m more thankful to our dearest god,
For the perfect sister he has blessed me at last.!!

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A win from sure demise!

My mirror cried, it gleaned my thoughts,
Is that you and that’s what you want?
I noticed, some synthetic views and pathetic reviews,
Thinking, why you laughed? Why you taunt?
Should I say thanks for proving me wrong?

Time is the teacher, now I’m being wise,
Sodden my eyes from the tears and fears,
But I’ll lead my way from sure demise,
Pungent death will witness the hidden power of my ride,
Things will be settled soon and I’ll rise,

You thought I was burning dust on your floor,
In the mirror a shadow that stands all alone,
But I assure you, I won’t let that shadow die young,
By my mirror, I’ll correct all my errors,
You will see me shining and my mirror, smiling.!!


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Rise of the Devil's.


Inevitable truth is hitting the face,
Corruption and crimes both are in a race,
Tradition and culture both fail,
Exchange of tradition has lead us to hell,

Media and movies are deadly virus to humanity,
Minds are hacked and hearts are destroyed,
Lust is back and love has gone,
Unborn is in danger, born are become devils,

Money is the nuclear, which is costing the most,
People in the world are developing a ghost,
Just to fulfill their desire and break the rules,
Some holiness people try to stand against,
Since they don’t buy the bullshit which cost the pain,

Rise of the devil’s,
I can see through my eye’s,
Innocents are helpless, living in danger,
I can see, blood spilled on the ground,

No one can punish them, no one can change,
Because devil’s are the king and more are taking place,
Money and power is the tool they use every day,
Someone has to take the action as innocents are fading away.
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Don't shoot me, It was a dream!


It was an evening,
Perfect moon was staring from sky,
Stars were helping her to reach the earth,
Sky was trying to grab her in his arms and hide her,
And the air passing by her brings some whispers,
Softly, a girl was singing to me;
Unclear view of her making me more curious to feel,
An unknown tune was tuned that evening,
She was approaching to me by hearing the tune,
Something remarkable was happening to me,
Slowly, air was bringing her to give me a company,
She looked at me and asked for a dance,
She pulled me from my place, 
Without waiting at my words,
I, then hold her hands and grab her in my arms,
Before I could start the dance,
I fell from my bed, then, realized that it was a dream.


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Little thanks for the precious gift- Time!


I really don’t know from where to kickoff,
My thoughts and words are ending with suicide,
Wish I can make some new but not that brainiac too,
Some of them daring to pair-up to express my soul,
And with them I’m trying to take-off,

Thank you all for gifting me your important time,
Letting your mind to think for me,
Thank you all for doing what you all did I never thought of,
Instead of being busy or just forgetting about it,
(As I do every year)
I’m happy to be a single note of your to-do list,
With your other important work to do,
I am honored;
It really meant a lot to me,

Thank you for offering your kind words,
Your kindness lifted my spirits,
You all made my day really special,
Somehow I’m really blessed,
That I feel surrounded by family of friends,
Thank you again for everything you all have done.!!
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R.I.P. Deadly Demon - "RavaN"

Evil inside you makes you to hate me.

Everyone celebrates your defeat,
Everyone is happy ‘cause you are no more,
You were unbeatable but you chose to be,
A great monarch of Lanka and demons too,
I haven’t seen a devotee like you,
Just to reach your wants and will,
You did all notorious things which you shouldn't do,
But I can take some positive words from you,
Impossible won’t exist anymore if one can be like you,

I respect you for your virtues,
For being great scholar, astrologer, and brave ruler too,
A lot more than I can recall in my poor brain,
You were the most dreadful creature ever born,
Burning effigy of yours can bring happiness to all,
But they ain't gonna kill the evils deep inside them all,
Pollution is the only result I can see of doing this heck,
If possible, just kill the evil inside you and follow the truth.!!

-Written by little busy Demon.


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Sher-e-gum!!


In bekarar nazaro ko ab koi aisa na milega,
Aur insaan to mil jayenge par rab na dikhega,
Beshak Toot ke barsega wo sawan mujhpe,
Par ik toota hua dil na bharta dikhega.!

Itni siddat se kyun maang li judai tune,
Ki aashiyana bikher diya badi furshat se rab ne,
Dosti me kuchh doston ne kaafi dilchasp waqiaa dikhaya hai,
Kurban kiya kisi aur zindagi ke liye ki ab tak na fukraa smbhal paya hai.!
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Rain of your eyes











When you wake up in the nights,
The apple of your eyes,
Searching for me beside,
Hypnotize my mind,

Fear in your eyes,
Love somewhere deep inside,
Brings tear in your eyes,
Still you ain’t realized,

Words dancing on your lips,
Just the music is missed,
Procrastination of your work,
Doesn’t make any sense,

Dare to smile if you can’t tell,
Learn to hide if you can’t play well,
Accept the realty & weakness of your heart,
Remove fcuking rain, I don’t like that jerk.!!
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Will you walk with me in moonlight

Will you walk with me in moonlight,
Life is very short to repeat it,
Time is even faster,
Can’t hold it back for your answer,
So, will you be coming to pour a drop of love in my hearts river,

Did you hear my cries of whispered heart,
Did you know how I’m dying to be your side,
Did you know the incompetence of my desire,
Did you know how desperate I’m to have picture of you,
If yes, will you be coming with your hypnotizing smile,

I wish to see only you, no other faces in lights,
Don’t want to see the imperfection because of day-lights,
Would love to see the perfection walking by my side,
(Only in moonlight)
Would love to hold your hand and dwell in your eyes,
So, please let me know if you are coming tonight,

Just like the way she appears every day in my dream,
Just like the way she moves beside me beneath the moon-eyes,
With the same smile and love in her eyes,
Just walk with me till I die,
Please say it, will you walk with me in moonlight?
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Things change and friends leave :/


There are certain things I never disclose,
Hurting to my heart yet holding on,
I can see the war if I raise my heartbeat,
Never thought making friends ever hurt me,

Should I feel ashamed for things I haven’t done,
Yeah! There’s certain action I cry for,
There’s certain action I’m not proud of,
Don’t know how close-eye’s judge me,

Don’t know how they look at my soul,
I can’t buy, a single word can lead you to hell,
Well!! there’s nothing but only trust issues,
I pray to god, Please keep me away from such great aliens,

No more friendship, my shadow is enough,
Seeking for a world, where my actions must taken to good way,
Where my action doesn’t cause anymore blues,
Finally will say, YOU don’t know me.!!
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Kismat aur Khuda dono tere nikale!!!

Milke tujhse ye nazre teri ho gayi,
Sine ka khilauna aur uske sapne bhi tere ho chale,

Maine to khoya hai kuchh ye ehsaash mujhko hai,
Tujhe bhi ik ehsaash hota kuchh paane ka, ye khayal dil me hai,

Ye kasme-wade aur hansi sab teri thi,
Khud bichhad kar tanhaiyo se milane ka khayal bhi tera tha,

Kar li dosti tanhaiyo se par ab bhi ik sawal mann me rehta hai,
Kismat to achhi teri thi hi kya khuda bhi tera tha?

Raste me hoon, manzil bhi door nazar aati hai,
Koi zinda hone ka ehsaash dila jaye, wahi raaz nazar na aata hai,

Teri muskurahat jo dikh rahi hai usme kuchh to mera bhi haq hai,
Par tu kya haq dega jab khuda ne khud ye haq chhina hai

Aansu khoon ke nikale hai, dariya ander ka khali hone ko hai,
Ye kehar jo tu dha gaya hai, na jaane kaha pahuchayega mujhe,

Rab se to rista tuta hai tujhse bhi bandhan tod diya hai,
Manzil bhi milegi is diljale mehmaan ko, bas in saansho se tu tadap ke nikal jaaye…!

Picture abhi baaki hai mere dost…..!!


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Koi mile"

Koi mile jab dhadkane na chale,
Koi mile jab aankhe na khule,
Koi mile jab dua na mile,
Koi mile jab rab na meri sune,
Bas wo hi ban jaye zindagi meri..,

Koi mile jab aansu na ruke,
Koi mile jab kadam  na badhe,
Koi mile jab tanhai mile,
Koi mile jab raahe na mile,
Bas wo hi ban jaye zindagi meri..!!

Koi mile jab tuffan dilo ka na ruke,
Koi mile jab halchal saanso ki na thame,
Koi mile jab din khwabo ke dhale,
Koi mile jab rab na meri sune,
Bas wo hi ban jaye zindagi meri..!


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missed you on "ourday" :(

A special day of friends has come and gone,
Some are happy, some are not,
For some it’s like missing day of friends,
For some it’s like flirtationship day,
Whatever we name it, doesn’t matter a heck,
It’s all about respect, pride & understanding of two-hearts,

I too have a small numbers of friends,
They are the heartbeat of my life,
Missing them and feeling all-alone,
This friendship day was worst ever has gone,
My bosom friends are far from me,
I have become a bucket busy guy,
Missing nonversations of past days,
I miss those times,
I miss those days,
Wish I would have reach to them,

We are unlock for each other truly,
Though you both are miles apart,
A single word from you makes my day special,
I pray to my god every day,
For your wellness & bright future ahead,

No power can separate us from the deep of our heart,
Stay hungry for the friendship-love,
Stay foolish, when talking to me,
Stay in touch so that we can meet again,
In words of mine trying to explain about divine,
Words are less to explain the deep feeling of mine ! L


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Graduation day :)



The day I was waiting for,
Fun, I was missing a lot,
Has come and gone,
Memories flash before me,
Seeing the faces, close to me,
I can’t forget commotion of this day,
Sitting in the row and staring at the stage,
Giggling and pinching while speech is going on,
Everything I’m gonna miss,
These years were so long but it’s gone in a wink,
May my friends will be forever closely linked,
This was the climax of my dream,
A feeling of pride and euphoria years away,
Each moments dwell in my eyes,
Laughing, yelling, crying together,
Years we passed through is now memories,
Though I’m gonna miss everyone close to me,
I want to wish them a good future ahead and happiness,
A new life has begun for everyone,
Hope will hangout in our busy schedule too,
Hellos has changed in goodbyes,
But still I wish to be in touch with my friends..!!
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R.I.P KaKa :'(

Legend Never Die, They live in the hearts of their fans forever. 


‘Do dilon ke khel’ me hazaro dil tabah kiye,
‘Anokha’ rista bana liya apne fans se,
‘Dil-e-nadan’ ne rakha hai tujhe ‘Palkon ki chhaon me’
‘Aaina’ bhi dekha aur kaha Puspa I hate tears re”,
‘Maha chor’ kitne dilo ko chura le gaya apne saath,
Kitno ki ‘Prem kahani’ Adhoori reh gayi tumhare saath,
‘Aap ki kasam’ mere dil ke ‘Prem Nagar’ ke the star tum,
‘Apna desh’ is ‘Bawarchi’ ko na bhula payega,
‘Andaz’ tumhara na zamana bhula payega,
‘Khamoshi’ chha gayi, ‘Badnam Farishtey’ tumhe le gaye,
‘Avatar’ mile tumhe phir se isi industry me,
‘Agar tum na hote’ to ye filme na banti,
‘Angare’ na uthte hazaro dil me,
‘Aa ab laut chalein’ kyunki ‘Kati Patang’ hai,
‘Anurodh’ hai khuda se ‘Swarg’ hi ‘Naseeb’ ho,
‘Aatma’ hai ‘Shehzade’ ki, to kyun bhatakti rahe.!!
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Hate being apart :(



It’s amazing to me to see,
How two hearts beat alike,
Still there is something to be confused,
There is something to be misunderstood,
It’s so hard to keep inside the truth,

Every time I think of you,
Mind rush to back-golden days,
We had a Devine sense,
Now I’m ending with some changes,
I can’t reboot also to be free,

If now I rush to back to the start,
Just only to tell you, I need you,
Don’t take my moon apart,
Oh! Please god don’t do us apart,
I want to rush to the start,

She can’t fight the tears,
Her eyes are looking bad with those tears,
If the voice of my heart is loud,
Please do listen and save us,
This friendship shouldn’t end,

Oh! Please god, help me with lights,
Light which take me to the start,
Because I want to rush to the start,
I will be very grateful for this blessing game.!!
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Miss you my little angel :'(



It’s been a couple of month for being apart,
Passing years brings thousands fears,
I just remember your unaffordable smile,
This binds my heart every time,

I’m missing your toddler smiles and cries,
The way we used to play in nights,
I used to be lost in your eyes,
Hope you have captured me in your eyes,

I’m missing you like a toy of my childhood,
Missing you like a sun in rainy day,
Missing you like a moon, when it goes away,
A nap of your wellness, how do I see?

I’m missing those tiny hands and tiny feet,
My little angel you are so sweet,
Wish I can come to your place every night,
So that we both can play together and rejoice,

I’m missing that softly kisses on your cheek,
Your cutie pie smile and clicking of your eyes,
How do I define my pain to you?
So that you can also feel and rejoin,

I have pictured in my eyes your sweet giggle,
And also your toes-wiggle,
I know days are passing and you are growing so fast,
I hope when you see me again recognize my face,

I wish that I could see you sooner,
And always be very closer,
You can only dry my raining eyes,
Miss you my little sweet angle, you can read my eyes!!:(
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