Koi Chehra :)

Ek raat haseen uspe aankho me sapne haseen.,

Sapno ke sehar me ek chehra haseen,

Dil me wo basi thi, sapno me saji thi,

Dhadkano me basi thi, sanso me simti thi,

Itne kareeb hokar bhi fasle na the kareeb.!!

Samne aate hi swarg se badhkar koi duniya nazar aati hai,

Aankhe band karu to sapno me utar aati hai,

Aankhe khulne se inkaar kar deti hai,

Haseen chehre ko khone se darti hai,

Uski har baate bacho si fajool par lagti hai sabse haseen,

Khuda ne kar li kabool duwaye meri aise lagta hai ye pal haseen..!!

Darta hai dil kuchh bhi kehne sunne se,

Kanhi kho na du unhe apne sapno se,

Kanhi bhi wo rahe use khud me mehsus karta hu,

Uski badnami na ho isliye dil ko chup rakhta hu,

Kya kar diya hai usne?

Iska jawab dhudhta phirta hu..!!

Itne dil se mila hai ye dil par uske hi aane ka intezaar karta hai,

Tabhi log kahte hai ye saksh akela hai par tanha nahi lagta..!

Unki tareef me kuchh kahu itne mere paas sabd hai nahi,

Unse pyaar hai hume kehna gwara nahi lagta..!!

Dil ki baat hai dil me rahegi, us masoom ko agar samajh aayi to baat aage badhegi,

Par aisa chehra dubara aankho ko na bhayega hai ye lagta.!

Dil dhadhkna ruk sakta hai kuchh pal ke liye,

Sansho ke bina hum reh sakte hai kuchh pal ke liye,

Par kambakhat usnke sapno ke bina reh nahi sakte ek pal ke liye..!!

Log ise ishq ka naam de na de, aur unhe badnaam na kar de,

Isliye hum khus hai unse dur rehkar anjan ki tarah..!! J

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If i die tomorrow.!!

If I die tomorrow,

Please don’t cry for me and feel sorrow,

Because I cant see you all in a deep sorrow,

Just for my sake some smile borrow.!

If I die tomorrow,

Don’t keep on thinking about my stupid past,

Don’t let them bring you all down,

I’ve been so stupid, careless, senseless and useless,

And I apolozige for that all heck things I’ve done,

But now forgive and forget that all,

Because now that’s only a part of my stupid past.!

If I die tomorrow,

I’d want you all to know my bloody feelings,

You all are priceless and precious than my breath,

Even though I never wanted to leave your world,

But damn bad these angels are asking me to leave by tomorrow L

May this words help you all through,

When I’m gone.!

If I die tomorrow,

I’d like to tell you all,

That a english dictionary don’t have enough words to explain my wow,

That I’m very thankful to you all,

I got a lovely chance to be a part of my family and you all,

Just wanted to sojourn here but that I cant L

If I die tomorrow,

I’d wish to see a cute smile on your faces,

Knowing that I could not in my life,

Please do this favour just for me,

And remember that I’m not far apart from you all,

I’m right here like air and breath of you all,

And off course I’ll be alive here by taking place in your heart,

So just smile and laugh and say goodbye to me as I was a part of you all..,,.!! J

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An Innocent face :)

An innocent face, I saw and I like,

That looks like a new born child,

She looks more beautiful when she smiles,

She is so truthful like a child,

But never use to lie,

I’d be writing everything in her fate,

Only if god would have given me his stupid pen,

Because I know she deserves everything and anything,

She wants in her life.!

Her soul is so sacred like newly born child,

I’d like to make a request and also advise,

Please never be sad and never try to cry,

Because that innocent face every time makes me smile.!

She really looks like a child with happy mind,

But I know some stupid rule of this life,

Everthing gets changed by the time,

But I wish her innocent face and beautiful thoughts,

Remains same as they are already feeded are inside.!

No doubt rain is natural beauty but she is more than that,

I feel illiterate when I try to explain her innocence face,

Because words are never enough to explain her innocence,

Pordon me if I’m wrong somewhere in my words,

Forgive me as words are very few and not enough to explain about you,

My dear friend dhondu J

Everytime you trick me and hide your pain,

Sometime you never explain your sad face,

Never feel alone, live for your own,

If you need me just turn back,

And just remember my reassuring face,

I’ll be right there behind or on your back.!

The days may come when you feel alone,

I’ll be not there to be along,

Because I may be gone to the another world,

But believe me I’ll be right there in your heart,

And trust me will not forget your innocent face J

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Just a Crush

Once at the end of my class

I was walking down from stair,

It was just I saw a girl over there,

I felt the cool wind so pleasant,

I had only passed by a few steps,

When I saw her smiling face,

I was arrested by her smiling face,

And went approaching , just to see.!!

And I don’t know what to do,

Everything looked lovely.,

Everything I find new,

Now only one thing I’ve gotta say,

That’s there is no one better than you,

I  felt incompetent as there was nothing I can do,

I got some feeling I had never before

And I turned back and went home..!!!

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Lovely Rain

Ye barish ki bunde aur usme chhipa chehra anjana,

Halki si ek jhalak ne kar diya diwana,

Anjana chehra bhi qu mujhe laga pehchana.,

Pehli mulakat thi, nahi tha koi sath purana,

Phir bhi lag rha tha ,sadiyon ka rista purana.!!

Dil me ek tasvir uski utar si gayi hai,

Nazaro me mere wo bas si gayi hai,

Gaur se dekh rha tha uski harkato ko,

Khilkhilati si hansi aur dil machlane wali bachkani harkato ko.!!

Rha na gya mujhse, pahuch gya mai pass uske,

Usne palke uthai phir muskurai aur dil me bana li jagah usne,

Ek dusre ke nazaro me kho se gaye hum,

Na maine kuchh kaha na unhone kuchh bola,

Barish ki boonde kar rhi thi aankho ko band

Par bhi dono ki aankhe nahi hui nam.!!

Achanak barish ke boondo ne apna silsila toda,

Humne dosti ki aur dono ne apna parichay bola.!

Kuchh bate hui par dil ko chubhne si lagi,

Quki unka thikana tha bas ek do din ka yanha,

Phir se dil ne mehsoos kiya tanha begana yanha.!

Gam hum dono ko tha bichhad jane ka,

Kash ho pata hume ek didar us chehre ka,

Ye bearish bhi kya chiz hai, yadon ka hai ghar apna,

Iski boonde le aati hai un yadon ko, samet ke jaise ek sapna.!

In barish ki boondo se ban gya hai rista apna,

Kabhi inke barashne ka silsila toot jata hai,

to kabhi dil se yaadein rooth jaya karti hai..!!

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Tell me o khuda.!!

1.)   Mere rabba mujhe itna samjha de,

Mai rahun yanha ya mar jau itna bata de!!

Mar mitne ko socha tha yari me maine,

Dhoke khaye aur dard utha ab dil me mere!!

Najuk sa dil dard seh pata nahi hai,

Rona chahte  nahi par aansu aankho me bhar aate hai..!!

Mer rabba mujhe itna samjha de,

Mai rahun yanha ya mar jau itna bata de…!!

2.)   Zindagi me bhi kuchh kar paya nhi,

Bas dard se badh kar kuchh paya nhi..!!

Zindagi suru karne ki kosis ki hai hazar,

Lekin is dard ke aage sab bekar.!!

Main dara nhi kabhi maut ke tufan se,

Bas ruh kanp jati hai unke ik inkar se..!!

Mere rabba mujhe itna samjha de,

Mai rahun yanha ya mar jau itna bata de…..!!

3.) Bhagti zindagi kabhi pakad aati nhi,

Baat to mere dil ki hai par samajh me aati nhi..!!

Is zindagi se sikwa karna hai yanha bekar,

Iske siwa kuchh aur sujhta nhi itne hue hain lachar..!!

Har subah uthkar bhi lagta hai soye hue hain,

Kuchh keh pate nhi hum sabdo me isliye syahi se sabd firoy hue hain.!!

Mere rabba mujhe itna samjha de,

Mai rahun yanha ya mar jau itna bata de..!!

4.) kabhi sadgi kisi ko pasand aayi nhi,

Hum hai ki khud ko badal paye nhi..!!

Bahut kuchh kehna chahte the unse, par kuchh kehne ka haq nahi,

Dil hai ki rona chahe, par aansu bahane ka haq nhi..!!

Rone se taqdir yanha badalti nhi,

Aur hum hain ki hans kar bhi hanste nhi..!!

Mere rabba mujhe itna samjha de,

Mai rahun yanha ya mar jau itna bata de….!!!

5.) Dusro ki pareshani lagti thi kam,

Lekin ab samajh me aata hai unka bhi gam..!!

Dilaya ehsas kuchh logon ne ki kamjor tha main,

Bas isliye aaj kuchh aur hi hoon main..!!

Ik chah bachi hai abhi bhi is dil me,

Hamara ho koi aur hum bhi ho kisi ke..!!

Jo uff tak na nikalne de dil se mere,

Hume aise dost ki talash hamesha rahegi..!!

Kalam se nasha karna to aata nhi hume,

Par sabdo me koi sunta, aisa bhi koi mila nahi hume..!!

Mere rabba mujhe itna samjha de,

Mai rahun yanha ya mar jau itna bata de..!!!

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F* Request oh no.!! fb request :)

A short love story on my facebook page,

Opened my account got a request on my page,

It was a girl profile with her lovely name,

With that request a message on my name!

By reading that message a smile came on my face,

Was wondering how the hell she knows me and remember my face.,

Hitting on her profile and profile was fake,

Soon i realized she was my ex,

Fake profile with a fake name,

But i wasn’t fool to give a chance her again,

Though i accepted her request and started behaving like i wasn’t aware,

She started flirting and playing with me again,

Asking me to meet and hangout,

Started asking my number and pleasing to come back,

She asked, rule me or be my slave,

Now she wants me to back?

Or it’s just another hack?

She realized her mistakes and apologized for that,

But still i agreed for friendship not more than that,

I said you were my fb password but now my pc says its wrong crap,

And I’ve restored myself when i was alone,

Feeling bad for you but i don’t want to patch up again,

Then I signed out and never get back to that page again J

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